Dive into expansive awareness where any patterning around lack is embraced in the Infinite field and brought into wholeness and the truth of our limitless nature.

A core characteristic of the ego, which is our social identity and programming, is of limitation. The ego defines itself by a limited view of reality and this extends to everything – love, comfort, energy, talents, financial abundance, relationships. As the ego’s identity is “not enough” it is a counterforce to the natural unlimited nature of Life itself.

We also inherit countless generations of collective memory and programming. We have all faced life or death situations of no food or shelter or trying to protect our children, our loved ones, our tribe. For some of us, these are experienced more directly in this lifetime, or handed to us from our parents or grandparents. But for all of us, we carry these false imprints of lack.

This is also how the egoic self feels secure – reinforcing these beliefs in lack; in not enough.

Healing is wholeness. A remembrance of our wholeness. And wholeness is not perfection. It is not some future state. It is our Divinity that ENCOMPASSES our brokenness, our humanity. Our inherent natural state is our unlimited Self. Our radiant, expansive, inclusive God-Self. It is simply obscured by our amnesia; the cement of conditioning and the fogs of density in human consciousness. All healing arises from Source. From returning to the Divine still point; the zero point. In the quantum field, molecules re arrange. Thought patterns that are simply not resonant with who are Are can dissipate and dissolve. We bathe in the knowingness of our Perfect and Infinite nature. From her we KNOW that lack is an illusion. That abundance in all forms is the Grace of the Mystery.

What this does not confer is that we get to dictate against the wishes of our soul. It may not be our highest expression to have a multi-million dollar company or a love partner that meets all our requirements! It does mean that we can access the unlimited quantum field for the design and play of life that most serves our growth and the growth of consciousness itself. And an innate quality of what it is to be alive in a body is joy. Our soul vibrates towards what gives it joy; what feeds us in the deepest places. We can play and explore the incredible wonder of creating life circumstance with pure ease and magic.

Suggested practices and contemplations:

Have some paper and a pen close. Take a few deep breaths with your eyes closed. Feel your belly. Ask yourself '- What are my beliefs around deservingness? What are the stories that arise as you envision and FEEL a life of magnificence? Write them down, without censorship or judgment. These are gifts.

Next look at whose voice is in each one. Mother? Father? Caretaker? Teacher? Society? Note down anything that you realize here.

Take each belief one by one and breathe it. It might only be for a few seconds. Or you may stay with it much longer.

Feel it in your system. Where is it? What quality does it have?

Is there a contracted sensation? How is the breath?

Give it as long as it needs to be felt into.

Just gently be aware to not get into story-fying any of it or attaching any of it to any identity. If there is a part of you that just needs to run freely with fury and blame, let it. Just feel whatever is here freely. Now include what else is here. What or who is observing? Is there a place where Presence can be met? Is there a place that is in and around the feeling or thought? Can both be here?

Explore your direct experience, whether for seconds or minutes. Know that it will ebb and flow. Come back to this often.

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